I don’t have a safety net for the first time ever. No backup, no one on the side. Not even the possibility of anyone following up. No rebounds. No flings.

God it’s gonna fucking hurt if this doesn’t work out.

4 days ago  /  1 note

rramblings

Haven’t been on here in a long time. Homes been interesting to say the least. I don’t ave a room technically here I can just go and shut the door, but still better than nothing. Only thing I dislike is not having internet here. Im unable to kill time T.T

Oh wells. Its been a nice week being able to see the girlfriend everyday. Also its been nice being able to just cuddle up and watch a movie then pass out holding each other. Something that’s been too long since we were able to do it last.
Im feeling really tired lately though, like my minds not back to cali time yet. Randomly do things then it would start to play tricks on me and then id start thinking bout things tht I don’t want to be. Blah I should just try to work it ll off in the gym. Maye that’ll help. Also need more of theresa every night xD feels alot better when we’re sleeping togethr. Worst part is whenever I have to take her home late at night :(

5 days ago  /  1 note

Go big or go home. Either I do what I do and win or go home. No more ifs ands or buts. Everything’s in the middle of the table, I’m all in. I’m betting on my skills, everything that I’ve learned over these years. Let’s see how good I really am at this game. 

#invictus

2 weeks ago  /  0 notes